Laura

So last night I got alcohol poisoning.
And I'm pretty sure I almost died.
Not even kidding.

More later.  Work now.

OMG LIFE.

Or a lack, thereof.

BabyGap really doesn't pay me enough.  Seriously.  I get paid $8.42 an hour, and I do pretty much everything.  Including rallying in other sales associates, which is the job of a MANAGER.  And I STILL get paid LESS than what I'd be getting paid at mininum wage in Washington.  But I don't wanna bug them for a raise, 'cause really let's be serious for a second, I should be getting paid at least $10 an hour, and I think it's highly unlikely they're gonna give me that big of a raise.  So I'm trying to suck it up 'til I move and can get paid between $15-$18 an hour.  Ugh.

My senior paper is scaring the shit out of me.  I have two weeks to get it done, haven't started writing yet, still in the research phase.  Professor Nott is my advisor for it, and I met with him once, then emailed him my proposal, and he never emailed me back.  I said I would meet with him a week ago and didn't, because he never emailed me back to tell me when he could meet, and I just don't have time to be randomly on campus waiting for him to have time for me.  So my goal is just to write the paper, and turn it in, and if it pisses him of that I didn't consult more with him, then so be it.  Except that really, really scares me.  What if he fails me 'cause he's so pissed off???

And my online class...not going so well.  I just do not have any motivation to do anything, except I NEED to pass so I can graduate!  And my GPA, well that's shot to shit so there goes any real hope of law school.  But honestly I just don't even care.  I want to make money, lots of it, with minimal work involved.  I really don't wanna have to go through three more years of school. 

Oh, and then there's the little matter of my final paper for my politics class, which I haven't started yet.  I think it's due next week?  Thank God I have a good grade in that class right now.

Oh and then there's the issue of my finances.

Here's the thing...in two weeks, my life will be CAKE.  Two weeks.  I should be jumping for joy, but it feels like the whole world is weighing on my shoulders.  Maybe I should skip Spring Fling and write my paper all weekend.  Except that sounds REALLY depressing.

I'm so ready to get out of here, people.  I've already mapped out the route and the stops we need to make, including which hotels we'll be staying at.  Can I just leave now?  

Some days I'm a follower, what can I say...

♥ What are your middle names?
Andrea and Bernard

♥ How long have you been together?
1 year and a little over six months

♥ How long did you know each other before you started dating?
The first time...we'd known each other for a year

♥ Who asked who out?
Him

♥ How old are each of you?
We're both 21

♥ Whose siblings do/ did you see the most?
His brother and sister

♥ Do you have any children together?
No

♥ What about pets?
Nope

♥ Which situation is the hardest on you as a couple?
Communication.  Basically that just sums it up.

♥ Did you go to the same school?
College

♥ Are you from the same home town?
No

♥ Who is the smartest?
I'd say we're on pretty much the same level, we just each have things we know more about than others

♥ Who is the most sensitive?
It's a toss up

♥ Where do you eat out most as a couple?
CPK or PF Changs

♥ Where is the furthest you two have traveled together as a couple
Victoria, British Columbia

♥ Who has the worst temper?
Me :-(

♥ Who does the cooking?
I do, but I'm trying to let him share the kitchen, I swear!

♥ Who is more social?
Him

♥ Who is the neat Freak?
It depends  

♥ Who is the more stubborn?
We're both equally stubborn

♥ Who hogs the bed?
Neither?  Maybe that means it's me...haha

♥ Who wakes up earlier?
It depends on theday of the week

♥ Where was your first date?
Our first date ever...an Italian restaurant in Hartford

♥ Who has the bigger family?
I think I do, just because it's so extended

♥ Do you get flowers often?
Enough :-)

♥ How do you spend the holidays?
Together, with one family or the other

♥ Who is more jealous?
Me, ugh.

♥ How long did it take to get serious?
A year

♥ Who eats more?
I think I secretly do, 'cause I snack, a lot

♥ Who does/ did the laundry?
I used to, but he's been doing it often lately :-)

♥ Who’s better with the computer?
Him

♥ Who drives when you are together?
We switch, but for long drives, he does

♥ Who has the craziest exes?
I don't feel like judging them...it'd probably be pretty bad karma

♥ Who sings better?
Him

♥ Who picks where you go to dinner?
Me 'cause I'm picky :-/

♥ Who is the first one to admit when they’re wrong?
I think it's a tie?

♥ Who wears the pants in the relationship?
He does

♥ Who has more tattoos?
Neither of has any

♥ Who eats more sweets?
I do

♥ Who cries more?
Me.  Do you even have to ask?